Letting Go…Success! Part One

Miami and letting go.  I was so excited for my big weekend with my girlfriends!  I was well rested, had a few thoughts on what I wanted to do…but no expectations. I had let go of all I had told you in my earlier blog. “Letting Go.” http://bitchlifestyle.com/2009/11/letting-go/ The beauty junkie, the responsibility girl, the pressure of letting go on the ultimate of letting go trips:  the reunion in Miami. And the Love of My Life. Done with him.

I take my seat on the plane just as a new song starts. “Just Breathe,” by Faith Hill. “****!“ I say to myself. Because this is a song that reminds me of an intensely sensual experience with The Love of My Life. All my senses had been engaged, that song playing, him caressing my hand in a way that sent tingles up and down my body. Rain gently hitting the roof of the car, how good he smelled and tasted. I shake my head. Sitting next to me is a lovely couple on the way to their honeymoon. I then say to myself, “What the ****?”  LOL…it’s a good thing I have such a great sense of humor.  I enjoyed the irony very much.

I land in Miami and meet my friends at the airport.  We get to our rental apartment and go to our class. Absolute blast.  We each got a mantra written on a piece of paper as we left the class. Mine said: “My Pleasure is Contagious and Brings Everyone Around Me Higher.“ Then I went out to dinner with my beautiful best friend Mary Ann and a bunch of other girls.  Right across the street is a sex shop. Not a sleazy looking one, an inviting one.  After dinner we explore the shop.  We have so much fun in there that a man shells out his last $20.00 to give us a gift! It was a lube that also stimulates a woman. He apologized for not having enough money to get us all one. So sweet. We thanked him and invited him to our party the next night.   An adorable light pink whip was on the wall and for some reason I just had to have it. So I bought it and we went back to our apartment.  Thanks so much  for the perfect travel experience, my lovely roommates, yummy food and the free lube!  More please!

The next day was Saturday.  I have a huge girl crush on Debbie Rosas, the founder of Nia and she was leading a special 8 am Nia class for us! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zbIUuD_4uM  Debbie had the lights turned down and we moved to sensual and playful music.  Her voice is beautiful, soothing and I love it.  I gave Debbie a big hug and thank you later that day.

After Nia, I wrote my desires for the weekend in my notebook.  The first was “Letting Go” and I drew a heart around it. The second was “Soft sensual touch and kisses,” and drew a heart around it as well. Then we went to lunch and then the beach. It was way too rough to skinny dip.   Then on to dinner and getting ready for our big party.

As we were getting ready for dinner the song “Head Over Heels” by Tears for Fears started playing. Again with the Love of My Life reminder. We had been flirting in the library and he joked that he felt like he was in a Tears for Fears video. The next time we got together, this song was playing. And we laughed about it. And there have been other key times this song has popped up between us. Yeah…and they are married at the end of the video.  More irony…very funny!

Mary Ann wanted to go to her favorite beans and rice place. The only thing next to it was a taco place. I did not want tacos! But my feminine intuition screamed to listen to her. So I did. Off we went to go get tacos and tequila. Mary Ann, Lauren, Ellen and I are sitting down to our tacos and tequila, and out of nowhere he came. An adorable 26 year old man. He called each woman at our table “beautiful.” When he got to me he said “Marry Me.”  Whoa, right? You’re not going to believe what came flying out of my mouth when he asked me to marry him. I said point blank:

“Can I spank you?”

What? I guess I was just dying to try out that whip.

Coming up…the gift of fun and play beyond my wildest dreams!  Love, Goddess

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